What Hurts The Most...

I like this song so much that I keep listening to it whenever I am in office. So meaningful lo..it almost makes me cry. It is so true that we NEVER realise how much you love someone till they are gone..




I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do

It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

23rd birthday + Glo

Last weekend was the most hectic and fun one.

All my friends have graduated at last.. Congratss!


My Fav Pic!


Okie, last Friday was my 23rd birthday and I usually won't take leave on my big day cos there is nothing to umm..I don't know..I just don't take leave la..but this year I took bcos it's different and there is no need to know why. Hehe..



The whole day I was in USM till evening, got back home to get prepared for the supposedly badminton competition and no, it was not me who competed. I am not that expert yet. ^_^ I was supposed to be just an audience. And the supposedly badminton competition turned out to be a birthday suprise! Haha!

I actually can't believe that I was such a stupid person, believing every single story my friends made up. -_-...

That very night, my friends suggested to go to Glo. So, Glo we went. Reached there around 12 and it was so packed inside lo!



And we ended our night mamaking at Ali Celcom..=)

Happy Birthday to ..ME!!

Happy 23rd Birthday to me!!



23 years old is consider OLD dee okay!! Don't know why but I feel 22 years old is STILL young..sigh.

Anyway, I managed to dig out some of my one year old birthday pictures when we used stay in a little village area where now Marina Bay stands. Time really flies fast.



1st Birthday

Back then, one year old birthday consisted of home cooked food and the cake was usually from Eden, rite? But now, kids these days have KFC la, MCD la, Secret Recipe and etc etc. So bahagia!!









Again, Happy Birthday to me! =)

Harajuku Doll

Hotlink is having this Harajuku Doll Contest, where you can create your own harajuku doll and win some cool prizes!

Really, you got to be in a good mood to create a doll if not the outcome will be fugly. But then again, it is impossible for you to create a ugly one even though you are in bad mood. I created two Harajuku dolls just for kicks. =)



Meet Mimiko - Fusion of cuteness with style





Meet HottoLinko - Hottoko Linko Hot Hot!! LOL


HottoLinko is actually named after Hotlink..haha!LOL

MLTR Concert

I know this is a wayyyy backdated post, but who cares la... ehehe

Almost three weeks ago, I was at Genting to watch Michael Learns To Rock live in concert with a bunch of friends. Although I was never really a fan of MLTR, I did from time to time listen to their songs back in my schooling days and I have never been to a concert before in my life!

I worked till 8 something that very night before we took a bus from Penang and yes.... while everyone was still dreaming and sleeping soundly at home, we reached the peak at 4 in the morning.


Us with our sleepy faces -_-


Fuyoh....6.5 hours to go...


Okie..back to MLTR concert, the concert was simply fantastic! The first few songs they sang were kinda make me sleepy..hehe..UNTIL, UNTIL!! they sang The Actor..ahh all the fans were re-energised and the sing along session was nicee!

Here is the video clip, a short one before my camera ran out of battery on that day.









The feeling of going to a concert was nice and not bad afterall...=)

Some randomshots







I don't know why, but I really like the beautiful lighting installed in Resort Hotel.


The purple colour flower


Vase